The Interest of the Course 3/9/21

Interesting how things turn out when you pay them no mind.

Scandal on Chestnut 🌰 2/4/21

So imagine the audacity of X fucking the upstairs neighbor Y… The countdown started and it was a mere 03:46.24 ⏳minutes between egress and entry.

Some of us are just too smart for our own good.

The Aries ♈️ 1/4/2021

I was, without a doubt, born knowing who I am and what I want. I choose the people I allow in my life extremely carefully and they know these things about me. I make decisions based on my instincts and thus I move quickly and rarely do I change my mind. I’m headstrong and passionate about achieving my creativity freely.

The more I discover the many layers of myself, the more it’s clear that I know what I want. So why did I entertain people, conversations, or relationships that I knew weren’t in alignment with those things?

Future 11/15/20

There’s a special dance 🩰 just for you. ❣️📝

Here’s to our D-E-V-O-T-I-O-N.🍾🥂

Press Play. 🎧

“You say that you’re tryna find someone who will love you more than just on the side. I said I’ll give you my devotion. Give you my devotion, baby, uh, oh-oh. You scared of livin’ a lie, uh. So baby let me give you somethin’ money can’t buy. Give you my devotion, yeah. Give you my devotion, baby, yeah, oh, uh. I’ll adore you even if you left me broken. If you take a step, baby I’ll take two. If on my last breath 🌬, I’ll breathe for you, ooh. Right until the end, I swear, I’ll do anything to prove My devotion. I will stop my universe 🌍 to make yours move. I will live for us but I would die for you, ooh. Right until the end, I swear, I’ll do anything to prove My devotion.”

“You know he’s broken my heart 💔 Past the point of healin’ and I’m tryna restart. Let me give you my devotion, babe, uh. Let me give you my devotion, baby, uh. Yeah, ayy-ayy, oh. I know trustin’ is hard, uh. But when you’re hurt too many times, all you’re left with is scars. But I’ll guide your emotions, uh. Cause I will give you my devotion, baby, uh. I’ll adore you even if you left me broken. If you take a step, baby I’ll take two. If on my last breath 🌬, I’ll breathe for you, ooh. Right until the end (Oh yeah), I swear, I’ll do anything to prove My devotion (Oh, oh).

I will stop my universe 🌍 to make yours move (Baby, yeah) I will live for us but I would die for you, ooh. Right until the end (Ooh), I swear, I’ll do anything to prove My devotion. Oh-oh, I will give you my devotion, baby I will give you my, give you my Give you, give you Ooh, ooh, ooh-woah, oh Woo, ooh If you take a step, baby I’ll take two (Take two, ooh) If on my last breath (Woo), I’ll breathe for you, ooh Right until the end, I swear, I’ll do anything to prove (Oh-oh, oh-oh, oh yeah) My devotion (Oh yeah) I will stop my universe 🌍 to make yours move.”

“I will live for us but I would die for you, ooh (Die for you). Right until the end ⚰️, I swear, I’ll do anything to prove (Swear I’ll do, yeah-yeah, yeah). My devotion. Oh-oh, oh woah. Oh, oh-oh, oh. Let me give you my devotion. Let me give, let give you my devotion, oh-oh.” Thank you, T. Stith ~C.S. 💋✨

Was I Really Stood Up 😅? 11/14/20

So last night was scheduled to the first romantic evening of what I hoped to be many but I was definitely wrong. It went from “as of now yes” to “we’re trying to find somewhere to play spades.”

Now, it’s the morning after and I’m evaluating the two-night events wondering 💭 what went wrong. I’ve replayed Thursday evening’s discussion where he asked me to come over. ✅ I agreed (maybe to quickly and definitely to eagerly) and we confirmed before I left.

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Friday went from things being contingent upon whether his son was there or not around 4ish to a text saying he’d be home around 7ish to finding somewhere to play spades at 8ish to a “gn 😟” text at 9ish.

🧐 Based on the simple eval above the facts say it all. 🥴 Let the record reflect that I’m thirsty for loyalty, love and authentic affection not for a man, a title nor a brag.

I’m giving this on-going, unstable, unfruitful fuckship until the end of an already crappy thanks to covid year to either shit or get off the pot. ~C.S. 💋✨