Days Like This

Char Saint

Loyalty to some is the start of a relationship. Loyalty to others is nonexistent. Loyalty however is real and it’s very much required in my world. Sister or brother. Family or friend. Lover or hater. Loyalty requires allegiance and allegiance is a two-way street.

However, I’ve learned (the hard way) to never put too much trust in friends/family because they will betray you more quickly than an enemy, simply because they are easily aroused to envy.

Moral of my story: I solely move off of vibes/energies. My intuition/gut/vibe is accurate AF 9.7 times out of 10 and I’ll never part ways with her. Also, I don’t believe in coincidences either. Like having what I thought to be a random ass dream until it became a recurring nightmare with the same scenario and same people. Yeah hard to ignore something that happens four times with no change in plot or characters.

I will say this: these dreams/nightmares (depending on my mood) allow me to realize I was naive to think that family makes a person loyal. Because in reality we’re all selfish. We’ll always put our needs ahead of another’s initially. When a person lacks confidence, as well as self-control, their ability to think twice (let alone to ponder/play out a situation from A-Z) is highly impaired and highly fucking unlikely.

Sometimes we see the madness of the world and don’t expect/anticipate that it’ll ever hit close to home (let alone actually hit home) but, reality check earthlings it does! So be wary again, of family and friends because they will more than likely 🖕🏾

Leave a Reply

Fill in your details below or click an icon to log in:

WordPress.com Logo

You are commenting using your WordPress.com account. Log Out /  Change )

Google photo

You are commenting using your Google account. Log Out /  Change )

Twitter picture

You are commenting using your Twitter account. Log Out /  Change )

Facebook photo

You are commenting using your Facebook account. Log Out /  Change )

Connecting to %s